Thursday, November 30, 2006

Some things

how time flies

in about 10 days time, i would've already serve half of my rational service term. this 1 year seems to fly pass me. for this 1 year, i've been journeying my way up to officialship. and i realise, for this particular year, i dont seem to learn anything at all. everyday i just train hard physically and learning melitary skills. it is as though i did nothing for myself, nothing to improve myself in the type of person that i want to be. instead im nurtured in a way that is good for our military.

what have i been doing?

slogging through weekdays just hoping to rest on weekends.
enjoying as much as i can through weekends just to compensate the lost in entertainment on weekdays.

this is not the life i want

as time goes by, i begin to think alot - my future, my life.. its time to start learning some new skills, to pick up some knowledge, to discover myself and most importantly, to make myself a better me in MY way. so im trying to pick up reading now to give myself more knowledge. i recommend the boys should start doing something to power up yourself.

i have wasted a year and that year, i flew past time with an empty brain.
as for the next coming year, i hope to fly through time again. but this time, i gonna fill my brain with knowledge!

and in about 10 days time, i would've gotten my pay, something to cheer about!
really didnt expect that i actually pass my JC C , Junkle Confidense Coarse. what i went through cannot simply be put into a word or two or even sentences. it is only when one go through the coarse themselves, then only will they be able to understand the feeling and hardship of the coarse.

i was discussing with my platone mates at brunai itself, it is just a badge, a piece of cloth on your chest, nothing to be proud about because people didnt go through this will not understand. just like when i was the lowest life form in pula land, my ser told me about J CC. for a moment i was impress and i forgotten about it after some time. it is only at the coarse itself, i realise how much hardship they been through. from then only, i begin to really respect people with the badge.


for this particular entry, i dont know what is my intention, but i just wanna type out what is in my mind and share it with everyone. there is no purpose in this entry or maybe for the j cc part.
nevertheless, wish everyone well

AND IM BACK FROM BRUNAI !
WOOOO!

Les - yes it is tough in brunai that i even forget or got over the feeling that my birthday is actually on one of the day during
the coarse. but brunai definitely made me treasure here alot, even for the weather here : )

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