I LOVE MY MUM, MY FAMILY!

i've super randoms thoughts abt almost anything. and everything! i was thinking, what will happen if i don't have any families, friends, or whatever u can think of. what if i live alone in my life? i think i will die. seriously. how can i live without anyone with me? ok. in my sec sch, i really thought that friends were the most impt ppl in my life. well, i guessed i haven experienced really sucky friends. well, n i had a heated argument with my eldest sister, n i cried. thinking back now, i feel so stupid. wad she said is right! friends won't be there for u 24/7. it's ur family. yes, ever since sec 3-4, i've becoming to realise that family is more n more important to me. they're always there, they won'tleave me alone. although i have not encountered any major problems and hopefully not in the future too they're really always there for me. like i have the greatest mum on earth. seriously, she's like so patient with me, really. whatever tt she does, she truely cares for me n my sisters. mum is the greatest!i have the best mum. i always have this feeling that im so 短命. n im serious. because i can't imagine one day if my family members are no longer ard me. wad will happen to me. so im really selfish, i rather i leave this world before them. so tt i won't bear the torture of losing them.Yes im selfish! do treasure wadever time u have with ur family members !(: LOVE THEM .

ps: i've been thinking too much. slap me pls.

*lene