wasting my time alone.

Everyone seem to be doing something, anything. Friends are telling me about jobs offers; going for job interviews, some going for car driving lessons, while some telling me e hell of a good time they had with their friends, some are even picking up new skills or just fine tuning present ones.

Others are going overseas for studies, some taking an early trip to tekong, everyone seem to be going on their own separate path, with carefully planned goals in their mind. While in the midst of saying goodbye to those leaving,

im here rotting away at home. Rotting... Doing nothing, nothing constructive, nothing meaningful, nothing useful at all.

Many are soon going for enlistment even as soon as next next week. And come Jan, almost the majority will be in sporting "new hair cuts" living in bunks learning how to protect our "beloved" nation. And me, still stuck outside in the civilian world, finding my way around.

Maybe its time. Time for some action. "Maybe," i tell myself.


lasini